Smashing Pumpkins - In The Arms of Sleep

I'm so lost. I'm not sure how to say this... we can make this last. I know it's hard to have to dedicate but i really do feel for you, more than i've ever felt about anyone else and i'm afraid that if we let it go, we wont be able to get it back. I really don't want to lose you.

This is hurting so bad because i want to spend time with you before you leave and i don't want memories of this detached ... relationship. It's like it's over already and it just hurts. I know you need space and time to figure it out. I'm just afraid that by the time you figure out what you need to figure out... our time will be gone. And i'll be here, hurting more than ever.

I want to let you have all the time in the world that you need. I'm just sad because i know i wont be able to see you... and if we do see each other we're going to be in this awkward space.

i just don't want it to end like this... but if you want it to end then that's just something i'll have to deal with. Just know that i care for you truly and deeply. And always will.