Doing everything i shouldn't...

Voting for school representatives isn't easy, especially when you've been out of the loop for the whole semester. I think the only reason i voted was for the free hot dog, does that make me a bad person? To top it off i didn't even vote for the guy who gave me the hot dog (i didn't feel he was qualified). Man, I'm horrible... giving him false hopes like that. Now i feel bad, i wonder if they'll let me re-vote? heh, i still don't think he's qualified though. It took me two hours to review all the candidates and come to a rational decision. ...all over a hot dog?! Oh well, i took part in the election, when i wont be around next semester to see the effects.

hahahahaha, okay i have to break. This couple is yelling outside my apartment, and it's hilarious. GIRL: "YOU FUCKING BASTARD, I DON'T CARE... YOU FUCKIN' SUCK IN BED ANYWAY. CAN YOU JUST LEAVE!!!! / YOU'RE A PUNK ASS" GUY: "I WILL BEAT YOUR FUCKING ASS GIRL, DON'T YOU TALK TO ME LIKE THAT/ I'LL MAKE YOU SQUEAL LIKE A LITTLE PIG" GIRL: " O REALLY!!! COME HERE, SHOW ME/ ASS HOLE!!!"...

Man, life around here is exciting. Anyway, after i voted... i ended talking to these two sisters (as in religious, Jehovah's Witnesses) about learning Chinese. I myself was raised as a Jehovah's Witness, and believe it is the truth (for the most part). However, I am the rebellious child with tattoos, piercings, and is probably potentially gay. Big no no, in their line of thinking. But what's a girl to do? My Mum is disfellowshiped, meaning that none of the brothers or sisters of the congregation will talk to her because they felt she was sleeping around (known fact). Love my MUM!!! On my ma's side of the family however, my Gran and Aunts are JW's and they too rarely speak to my mum unless it's about me or my sister. Kinda BULLSHIT, at least that's what i think. The whole situation is kinda screwy, in my book. I'm extremely close to my mum and my family for that matter, even if i don't agree on somethings.

I can't help but think i disappoint them. Well, i know they're disappointed because i have all my aka worldly things i value, and of course that i don't attend meetings (church) anymore. I am blazing my own path at the moment... figuring somethings out, that need figurin'. Today, my Gran and Aunt finally found out i have a large visible arm tattoo... not that i was hiding it or anything, the subject just hadn't come up. Thank Goodness, they're three hours away... i probably would have been attacked. This way they have time to cool off before i visit, hopefully (fingers crossed).

Other than that, i laid out by the pool today... soakin' in some of those beautiful sun rays. I have super noticeable tan lines now, like BAM!!! YOU'SA GOTTA WHITE ASS!!!! And i wear a string tied bikini so the strings from my top are permanently on my body from the red to white squiggly lines of the knots. It's very attractive... maybe, maybe not?

God DaMN!!! Break again. Now, my upper neighbors are fuckin' at it, what is this? Fuckin' hate day?

"Spread the luv, it's earth day!!!(said in a freakishly girly voice)."

SOOooo, yeah... my ass is white and i have hot tan lines. Want to go out? haha...

After watching "Gay Gods" episodes on You Tube, i'm thinkin' that Stephanie and Luke are Awesome... yeah, if you're are reading this S or L, you're Awesome. Like cheese cake awesome, and let me tell ya... i really love cheese cake. haha, kinda creapy. For all you others if you haven't seen them, go check 'em out.

This post is getting a little over elaborate, so I'm gonna cut it off here pretty soon.

High Points of the Day:
*Hot dog
*Talking to the fam through phone with no physical inclinations.
*Blinding white asses, they make everyone's day.
*Potentially coming out.
*Gay Gods, sweet ass!