Support that Hawk...Quin-ige...

So today i completely hacked my hair off into a somewhat punky style. I mean literally there are chunks missing in spots. I can't use a straightner anymore, it looks completely ridiculous when i use the straightener... i have to roll with the shower towel dry, messy look. Which is sweet because i've never been able to do that, like ever. I'm the person who spends hours on my hair and it's always been short. How that's possible, i don't really know... i am not a girly girl but the hours i spend on my hair is equal to the hours that my friends spend on their makeup so, i feel no quilt.



At this moment, as i sip on my wine... i'm having love/hate feelings towards my hair. I love the thought that it's going to be super easy to style but as for the actual style, i think i would have liked it a little longer on top. But that's the beauty of hair... it grows out, i'm sure i'll love the slightly grown out part of the style. Or i can just support the Hawk, hahaha, it doesn't look so bad as a slightly messed up Mohawk.



As for the day, it was quite uneventful. The sun was out and it was beautiful and warm, people were holding hands and doing all that lovey-duvy stuff. It sort of made me jealous at points... i saw this incredibly cute couple and was in awe... then i realized i have no special someone at this particular point in my life. Which on a level is probably a good thing, i am way too self-obsessive here of late. I think if i had someone, i'd be a bad girlfriend anyway... i really don't have the time or patience to dedicate to someone right now. So completely involved in school and my life that at this point i wouldn't want to suscept any one person to that sort of pain. I'd rather spread it over many... haha, no not really. I think right now i'm just better off hanging out with friends and stearing clear of relationships. Besides i'm about to move and it would just be cruel to impose a relationship on someone and then take off. Even though i am great at long distance relationships, i love to travel so, the distance never seemed to matter in past relationships.

God, blah blah... i'm talking so much about, well hell... i don't even really know where any of that was heading. New topic: Ahh, Tegan and Sara... Oh Sara... Oh Tegan. There are no words to describe them... I went through a faze today, listening to all their CD's, youtube videos, and watching the documentary DVD as well as a documentary on Fred Astaire... I love Fred Astaire, when i'm sick i just watch Fred Astaire movies all day long... it's my medicine.



Anyway, like i was saying i went through a Tegan and Sara obsession faze today. I think these are two of the songs that i can just sing over and over. I can relate to them so well and i just feel a connection with these songs. Here have a listen:

Not Tonight...


I know, I know, I know...