Oh my my my...

I think this video officially made my world.


Oh, Shane...

Sorry it's been so long guys, these last days i have been so tied down (haha)... with homework and stuff of course *winks*

As for life in general, only three more weeks until the end of the semester. Woop Woop! And then it's off to Oregon, well northern California, then Oregon. I really don't have much to say guys besides that video is fuckin' HOTT (yeah, with two T's).

Doing everything i shouldn't...

Voting for school representatives isn't easy, especially when you've been out of the loop for the whole semester. I think the only reason i voted was for the free hot dog, does that make me a bad person? To top it off i didn't even vote for the guy who gave me the hot dog (i didn't feel he was qualified). Man, I'm horrible... giving him false hopes like that. Now i feel bad, i wonder if they'll let me re-vote? heh, i still don't think he's qualified though. It took me two hours to review all the candidates and come to a rational decision. ...all over a hot dog?! Oh well, i took part in the election, when i wont be around next semester to see the effects.

hahahahaha, okay i have to break. This couple is yelling outside my apartment, and it's hilarious. GIRL: "YOU FUCKING BASTARD, I DON'T CARE... YOU FUCKIN' SUCK IN BED ANYWAY. CAN YOU JUST LEAVE!!!! / YOU'RE A PUNK ASS" GUY: "I WILL BEAT YOUR FUCKING ASS GIRL, DON'T YOU TALK TO ME LIKE THAT/ I'LL MAKE YOU SQUEAL LIKE A LITTLE PIG" GIRL: " O REALLY!!! COME HERE, SHOW ME/ ASS HOLE!!!"...

Man, life around here is exciting. Anyway, after i voted... i ended talking to these two sisters (as in religious, Jehovah's Witnesses) about learning Chinese. I myself was raised as a Jehovah's Witness, and believe it is the truth (for the most part). However, I am the rebellious child with tattoos, piercings, and is probably potentially gay. Big no no, in their line of thinking. But what's a girl to do? My Mum is disfellowshiped, meaning that none of the brothers or sisters of the congregation will talk to her because they felt she was sleeping around (known fact). Love my MUM!!! On my ma's side of the family however, my Gran and Aunts are JW's and they too rarely speak to my mum unless it's about me or my sister. Kinda BULLSHIT, at least that's what i think. The whole situation is kinda screwy, in my book. I'm extremely close to my mum and my family for that matter, even if i don't agree on somethings.

I can't help but think i disappoint them. Well, i know they're disappointed because i have all my aka worldly things i value, and of course that i don't attend meetings (church) anymore. I am blazing my own path at the moment... figuring somethings out, that need figurin'. Today, my Gran and Aunt finally found out i have a large visible arm tattoo... not that i was hiding it or anything, the subject just hadn't come up. Thank Goodness, they're three hours away... i probably would have been attacked. This way they have time to cool off before i visit, hopefully (fingers crossed).

Other than that, i laid out by the pool today... soakin' in some of those beautiful sun rays. I have super noticeable tan lines now, like BAM!!! YOU'SA GOTTA WHITE ASS!!!! And i wear a string tied bikini so the strings from my top are permanently on my body from the red to white squiggly lines of the knots. It's very attractive... maybe, maybe not?

God DaMN!!! Break again. Now, my upper neighbors are fuckin' at it, what is this? Fuckin' hate day?

"Spread the luv, it's earth day!!!(said in a freakishly girly voice)."

SOOooo, yeah... my ass is white and i have hot tan lines. Want to go out? haha...

After watching "Gay Gods" episodes on You Tube, i'm thinkin' that Stephanie and Luke are Awesome... yeah, if you're are reading this S or L, you're Awesome. Like cheese cake awesome, and let me tell ya... i really love cheese cake. haha, kinda creapy. For all you others if you haven't seen them, go check 'em out.

This post is getting a little over elaborate, so I'm gonna cut it off here pretty soon.

High Points of the Day:
*Hot dog
*Talking to the fam through phone with no physical inclinations.
*Blinding white asses, they make everyone's day.
*Potentially coming out.
*Gay Gods, sweet ass!

'Til i'm sick of it...

Benefits of living in Sacramento...
(1) The weather is uber nice all the time, even when it rains (which is rarely).
(2) It's really not that big at all.
(3) A great majority of the people are nice, contrary to my cousins beliefs.
(4) People in the city cut their grass everyday. I love the smell of fresh cut grass.
(5) There are constantly naked PETA protestors on the streets. Painted Green, i might add.

Dislikes of living in Sacramento...
(1) There is no place to wash your car unless you want to pay a fortune.
(2) All the streets downtown are one way. wtf?
(3) It's a city. Being so i have to lock my car, everywhere.
(4) I'm unable to walk outside in my skivvies... big downer.
(5) I miss my dog, but would never bring him here.

You'd miss him too, look at his face.



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As for the uber nice weather, i went out and sat in the grass today, contemplating my career choices and whether i'm heading where i should be heading or not (where that is i'm not sure).

I mean at what age do you reach the point where everything needs to be figured out anyway? My plan is to live out of a backpack and travel, until i get sick of it. Which could be very soon, i like to shower. Nah, i have lots of plans, but that's the problem... i have so many.

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On point, my friends are summoning me to go swimming... so here's a picture.



I'll try to write soon.

Put on your dancing shoes...

Hear i am, Rock you like a Hurricane!

Last night i decided to drive to San Francisco and go dancing... woop woop! Twas marvelous! I have nothing to say besides i couldn't lift my arms this morning. =)

I had to take a power nap just to function properly... then it was like i had massive OCD compultions. I cleaned the entire house, top to bottom, washed all the laundry (including Camerons), and then after all that i re-arranged all my cd's and dvd's in alphabetical order. Yeah i know, i'm strange. For getting very litte rest i'm a little tweaked in the head, i think.

I'm going to take a run next and then settle in with a soft blanket and a movie (after i shower of course). yay! I'm thinking 'Some Kind of Wonderful' what do you think? I love the opening scene with Watt's playing the drums, i love Watt's. Maybe i'll just watch the opening scene and pick something else... haha.

Yep, now i'm satisfied... what should i watch now? humm...

Support that Hawk...Quin-ige...

So today i completely hacked my hair off into a somewhat punky style. I mean literally there are chunks missing in spots. I can't use a straightner anymore, it looks completely ridiculous when i use the straightener... i have to roll with the shower towel dry, messy look. Which is sweet because i've never been able to do that, like ever. I'm the person who spends hours on my hair and it's always been short. How that's possible, i don't really know... i am not a girly girl but the hours i spend on my hair is equal to the hours that my friends spend on their makeup so, i feel no quilt.



At this moment, as i sip on my wine... i'm having love/hate feelings towards my hair. I love the thought that it's going to be super easy to style but as for the actual style, i think i would have liked it a little longer on top. But that's the beauty of hair... it grows out, i'm sure i'll love the slightly grown out part of the style. Or i can just support the Hawk, hahaha, it doesn't look so bad as a slightly messed up Mohawk.



As for the day, it was quite uneventful. The sun was out and it was beautiful and warm, people were holding hands and doing all that lovey-duvy stuff. It sort of made me jealous at points... i saw this incredibly cute couple and was in awe... then i realized i have no special someone at this particular point in my life. Which on a level is probably a good thing, i am way too self-obsessive here of late. I think if i had someone, i'd be a bad girlfriend anyway... i really don't have the time or patience to dedicate to someone right now. So completely involved in school and my life that at this point i wouldn't want to suscept any one person to that sort of pain. I'd rather spread it over many... haha, no not really. I think right now i'm just better off hanging out with friends and stearing clear of relationships. Besides i'm about to move and it would just be cruel to impose a relationship on someone and then take off. Even though i am great at long distance relationships, i love to travel so, the distance never seemed to matter in past relationships.

God, blah blah... i'm talking so much about, well hell... i don't even really know where any of that was heading. New topic: Ahh, Tegan and Sara... Oh Sara... Oh Tegan. There are no words to describe them... I went through a faze today, listening to all their CD's, youtube videos, and watching the documentary DVD as well as a documentary on Fred Astaire... I love Fred Astaire, when i'm sick i just watch Fred Astaire movies all day long... it's my medicine.



Anyway, like i was saying i went through a Tegan and Sara obsession faze today. I think these are two of the songs that i can just sing over and over. I can relate to them so well and i just feel a connection with these songs. Here have a listen:

Not Tonight...


I know, I know, I know...

Slightly disturbed...yet awesome.

I was going through bands that i absolutly love and picking out the videos that i think are frickin' awesome... Here are some of my top picks, not limited to but definatly deserve notice. Enjoy...

Placebo...

Concrete Blonde...

Tool


I'm in such a weird, slightly disturbed mood right now. Today started off insanely fast. Due to the fact that i woke up at four and then lied in bed hopeing to fall back into a blissfull REM cycle of dreams. No, not happening... the freakin' birds outside forced me from my soft bed in an attempt to undermined my need for beauty sleep. I apologize for all the videos but i had to...

Cheaky little bastards...

The day is young, yet, oh so very lively this morning. The birds are singing (hella off key i might add) at my window making it impossible to sleep or even snooze. I've resorted to listening to my ipod and watching, with ambivalency i might add, the changing of digital numbers on my oh so fancy alarm clock. Pondering the very thought of actually preparing for my Moral Philosophy course or just unknowingly letting the minutes slip by until i need to leave.



I think i'm definatly going to go with the procrastinator path and unknowingly let the minutes slip by, possibly even until i'm late. Swell plan, swell plan indeed.

Damn birds, I blame this all on you... you're solely responsible for my ambivalent procrastination. Cheaky little bastards...





Yeah, i'm thinking you should find another tree somewhere in this God foresakein' city and plant your feathery asses in that tree instead...

provoking a Savage attack...

This is how we roll, Olive Oil and I...




I was just thinking about how strange i am. I like weird music, weird movies, do weird things, and if i think i'm strange, than i am. ha ahh... damn, not so funny.



Hahahaha, sorry i just had to laugh. That video makes me laugh everytime... "provoking a savage attack".

Random Outbursts of Idiocy...

Today, i had a random outburst...

Get this i was walking along, minding my own... when, 'Don't go breaking my heart' by Elton John and Kiki Dee came on my i-pod. You can't help but start dancing and singing to that song... i had the motions and faces down too. My mom used to watch this video with them in it and i was obsessed with the song (still am). That and 'My Boogie Shoes' by Casey and the Sunshine band. Haha, i dance to that one too...

Back to the story though, i had this random outburst, scared the girl walking next to me (and i know what you're thinking and i'm a surperb singer) made the people around us laugh. It made my day just to know that i had made everyone there smile.

Did i mention Kiki Dee is fine!


If you have no idea what i'm talking about you must watch the video...

Offically incorporated to undeniable urges

As of now, i offically accept that i have a craving to write about anything and everything that pops into my head at various moments of the day. This is going to be a personal blog for all those crazy times that fingers should indeed touch keyboards.

This is I... unraveled and untainted.

As for the title of my forum, 'roll With it... upHill' a sense of self that i have been developing for a while now. To tell you the truth, when i developed the saying i was having an out of mind experience and i just felt it fit my life perfectly. The saying, 'Just roll with it' never seems to work for my complicated life... so i developed 'roll With it... upHill' as a counter defence attack to say that it's never really that simple. Life always has a way of throwing a curve ball, little unknown factors to test how well we can react in that particular moment. No matter how well we react it seems we're always rolling uphill and against the normalities of society.